I can see this is going to be a bit of a challenge to read. The main character is an idiot. I understand her being upset by what happened that day, afterwards she talks about not digging a deeper hole, but then she runs around cursing and yelling at everyone, being super rude then freaks out when someone yells back at her? and others are annoyed with her. get over yourself love and start acting like an adult.
I would normally just quit the book here, I'm not very invested in any of it (well the smithing is an interesting idea, and i like the guild family) but i actually own it and therefore want to finish the stupid thing. maybe it'll get better?